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Friday, June 30, 2006
fated. just fated. or rather, not fated. when i said go i never meant away you ought to know the freaky games we play could you forgive and learn how to forget hear me as im calling out ur name firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day i'll be looking out for you tell me that ure lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun thats the way it ought to be firefly come back to me you and me we shared a mystery we were so close like honey to the bee and if you tell me how to make you understand im minor in a major kinda way firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day i'll be looking out for you tell me that ure lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun thats the way it ought to be firefly come back to me Thursday, June 29, 2006 didnt go to sch today, and aye caused some trouble. 1) didnt hand in the condolence paper to melissa, which affected her and jenny. 2) didnt bring back my clown costume. 3) didnt bring back the radio for my mum. 4) didnt hand in some work!! feels horrible being immobile. anyway, its fate that i choose to do that. with chances complete. ohwells. only i understand (: Wednesday, June 28, 2006 went for jubilate yest after lishi meeting with esti and monica the two bimbos! haha. sigh cexiangmengsuo's mike had problem! ): esti monica anges cecilia siowyu and i gave them a standing ovation but apparently it appeared abit retarded. haha! anyway everything was enjoyable. i liked the band performance! oh den the flutes and the clarinet song was cool also! :D after the whole show we were walking out and suddenly POMP i found myself in the drain. while i was still in shock, i was already pushed back to the entrance den immediately popped out some stjohn people. haha! so fast. efficient man. and goodness i hate the alcohol swipe. hobbled home and after a long period of time in the bathroom, i tried to sleep. sighhh. not successful man! thankgod no school today. i would be still mopping up my wound if vanessa didnt come and help dress it? haha. supposed to do work but just slacked around. my hand was drawn all over :/ lousy eh. that camel's fault. some things are not meant to be spoken ): Monday, June 26, 2006 first day of school, first lesson pe -_- head was being electrocuted all the way but still played badminton. in blouse! ): decided to go library in the night; had fun (: there was a little girl around age 3 or 4, she was climbing under the table, then lying down, or just crawling around and looking up at me and vanessa from under the table, like how that kid in ju-on stares at people! freaky. but shes very cute (: like me! :D what a mistake i made, i shouldnt have ever opened my big mouth. all i want to do is to bang into the wall and lose all my memories. that way i will control my stupid mouth for blurting out irrelevant and useless things, and wreck the whole almost-already-perfect situation for everyone. Sunday, June 25, 2006 whoa. someone please tell me im still alive. more than 8 hours on the computer, goodness! i wonder how those game fanatic live through their lives. my right brain is aching, ouch. thank god along the way had ppl to chat with to distract myself for awhile. i cant bring myself to look at work anymore. even alphabets looks kinda funny to me now.. please dont say sorry. i beg of you.. no matter what just carry on. Saturday, June 24, 2006 what an evening i had. first the receiver of shocking news then the bearer of bad news. -slaps myself- cannot take it. i need my secret blog, haha (: Friday, June 23, 2006 not very productive today; sigh. but at least i got somework done! i did chinese zuowen... haha. have to do IPW again. sighh. wenta vanessa's house. ahhhh she got me so flustered at some point of time. and yes, i imagined a person's head in the SN pri connexio when that person wasnt even there -_- that was stupid! slacked when i went home. guilty!! wheres lam yiyong? i want to continue learning the fingering for the flute leh. he too busy sigh. Thursday, June 22, 2006 today was somewhat memorable; went for LD performance with part of KINETIC while on pretence of doing project. was rushing cos i thought to be late, den in the end warren called to say both donn and him will be late. good thing is, we're all taking north east line! so i went to serangoon and waited with warren for donn. walao eh! late for half an hour laaa. but anyway met meihui and martin at city hall and went to raffles hotel. met alot of ppl (: was sitting with my grp but ...... so in the end i sat with vanessa. the show was great but not worth $15 leh ): i noticed the lightings, not bad. music okay also! haha. but the show quite funny la. went to macs after that to do work, in the end we were not productive at all??? they all ate except me ): hungry eh. and yes, that bunch of jaywalkers, scared the hell outta me. anyway took a long bus ride to kovan; had fun during the journey talking abt ghost stories etc. but anyway, we couldn bowl in the end cos there was a tournament and we couldn play pool either cos the place closed down. we're left with the arcade! didnt stay long and went home. anyway thanks van for the fourleaf clover, its pretty (: nice of you but aye, feel bad still. its on my phone, kudus to you! :D anyway yest was fun, went to vanessa's house and she and her sister are like uhhh same fate? because of a bamboo pole that dropped from above, they both knocked their heads on the window sill. haha. just thought that was nice to mention. haha. out of point. why am i not motivated to do work at all? ): Tuesday, June 20, 2006 STUDENT LEADERS CONVENTION. woah. KINETIC reallyreally rocks my butt off man! :D early morning was raining so heavily; waited for beatrice while xilei was at stjohns. nearly froze to death. i found out smth horrible: other groups were doing souvenirs for their grpmembers and we didnt think of doing anything! sighhhh. so! -secret- had gabriel chan. he's great! went for briefing and lunch and after that guided journey. i was taking photos like mad on the way. it was really really cool. there was supposed to be a tourist and a tour guide. the guide has to lead the tourist everywhere and complete tasks. i must say a few good guides: zaferin and donn! horrible one: needless to say, warren -_- he just let joel run all over the place banging into stuff sighhh. had high tea and reflection. missed out the crucial part cos they wanted to play games. so! we played storytelling murderer but too bad only one game cos we had to go back. got back the certs; had lotsa fun. group k was so sweet! we facils were giving their testimony and when we were done, they screamed "beatrice! xilei! xiaowei! we love you!" and they run all the way to the stage towards us! however we were so alarmed we ran backstage :D group k is so sweet! after that.. the FINALE!! im so proud of we facils, act so well hahah! so we just took them to the hall and the lit candles saying "i love SLC" were there. very pretty! anyway we were very high, dancing and jumping and singing around the hall. the atmosphere was REALLY great (: got to learn one silly but super cute handsign of the group! something to do with L haha :D loser, lame etc! group K wanted to go out and have dinner at first but in the end we got separated so next time lorh ): made beatrice accompany me all the way back to dance studio and walked all the way to macs. beatrice did something wrong to xiangli, ah! saw martin donn and warren at macs, too bad the group was already gone. beatrice had to leave in the end so i ended up with natsoh! :D chatted. shes nice! okay. im high. and happy. SLC really rocked, kinetic too! hope we can have an outing soon! WENSHIN YURUI MEIHUI CHARMAINE GRACE ZAFERIN ERICA YINGQI MARTIN LOONYEW WARREN DONN JOEL BEATRICE XILEI XIAOWEI KINETIC! :) *ps if shushien is peeping at my post, i say HI!! sign my gbk if you can find it (: Monday, June 19, 2006 QI hang 2006.... dont know where to start. all the preparations; all the hardwork; everything ended. the truth hasnt sunk into me, and it has already ended. but the thing is, everything that happened, will be part of the most precious memories of mine in huahui. ting. kan. bie shuo. this phrase is so significant. not only the ju made this memorable. its especially the yanyuans, jiayi and myra. i love them so much; with an unspeakable reason. jiayi; myra.. its ur last qihang already. i hope yall will keep this ju deep down in ur heart (: it has been really really great working with you two. you two are very good mentors. we have always been levelheaded and straightforward, which makes our working efficiency better. thanks for training me for the future. i really appreciate and admire the two of you. after xiemu while everyone was hugging onstage, i was walking den i saw danfong. she was somewhat standing alone and i stopped, i thought we can congratulate each other. in the end she said "why must i see you now?!?" and den she started crying. my goodness, i was feeling quite high and when i realise what she was talking about, she made me cry too. goodness shit ): LAMDANFONG LAAA YOU! the grey badge have made an impact in my huahui life. in sec one, i was in the same ju as jiayi and peipei. got to know kemin too. grey badge at that time only had 12 ppl and they were the cream of the crop. sec two danfong and huiping were my daoyans. they guided us along our journey in qihang05, and i really treasure them. finally this yr qihang - jiayi myra. not to forget lishihui, the ten greyyies. without them, huahui wouldnt have excelled much from last yr. they are so precious; and they are about to step down. this is their last qihang, it was over in a flash. i pray hard for xubie to come later. sorry to xiju zu.. me and pei's production of presents malfunction :D haha. see it on weilao! (: anyway, we did well. we went for prata at the prata house, without shushien and shaorou. shushien was so sad! ): we must must have a ju outing soon! ate so much, and we found out that the dramabox guy had paid our bill for us. goodness.. dramabox ppl are so nice! (: reached home at 2+, bathed and looked through all my presents before going to sleep.my ju is so sweet!! the yanyuans gave me a clover shape necklace, jiayi gave me a frame with her message written on GREEN CLOVER SHAPED paper, and myra gave me two keychains that have authentic clovers inside. my god, they are so sweet. they all know i love fourleaf clovers, and they put in effort to look/make for me. thanks so much (: im so gonna melt. woke up this morning and went for SLC. i must say that the facil shirt is cool! :D though the design is same as the normal one but its the black that makes it cool (: got to know my group well enough though i came late. KINETIC rocks!!! we were ALL enthu people! noisy all along the way of the amazing food race. we so rock! beatrice xilei grace charmaine meihui yurui wenshin zaferin joel donn loonyew martin warren and me! K for KINETIC! :D i look forward to tomorrow. qihang photos will be up soon.. haha. Sunday, June 18, 2006 zhu yin yue he kuai le. mian ju. ting. kan. bie shuo. shhh. mian bao bao bao. hai ni deng yu ai zi ji. ping an ye de cheng nuo. JIAYOU FOR QIHANG LATER ON. ROCK THE STAGE OFF ULU PANDAN! :D Friday, June 16, 2006 GOODNESS. I HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN. THAT FEELING. none other than the QIHANG SPIRIT! the spirit of huahui; where it makes everyone look forward to that day. where we all feel the bond. this yr, it isnt just four badges. its seven badges this year (eight if you count in green) and there is the absolute huahui identity among all other ccas (: i love qihang, and I LOVE HUAHUI!! full run today. i fell!! sigh. so embarrassing. the drama studio was going 'ohhh!' :( thank god im a clown, can still funnily run out. there were alot of errors. BUT! I BELIEVE THEY WILL BE CORRECTED AND WILL BE WELL BY SUNDAY! YES?? shall come back and blog the last time before qihang! :D tomorrow is present day hahahha. authorised ppl will know what im talking abt (: woke up very amusingly today. early in the morning my dad called me up and guess why? he didnt know how to operate the rice cooker -_- so he tried to cook breakfast, he was so cute! when i woke up properly and was about to have breakfast, he looked kind of ashamed and shy, cos he thought his veggies looked abit weird! :D but it was okay, and to reassure him, i ate alot. haha went to the hospital by mrt, and the rest of the day was spent down there. at least for ten hours! met serene, so fun! did some work and stoned the rest of the day. sang abit. hahaha. no i didnt disturb anyone. reached home at around ten plus and vanessa came over awhile. sorry made you uncomfortable haha. gotta ask xilei abt slc but kinda late now. Wednesday, June 14, 2006 rehearsal at ulu pandan, mainly very rush and we didnt have much time to do enough things. daoju performed badly but its not solely their fault after all they are not very synchronised being new. sigh. i hope everything will fall into place soon. shaorou and fiona pai-ed the maid scene together finally, like after two whole weeks! shaorou was the mam and she had to scream and shout to scold fiona, and one time she went like this: MARIA!! are you deaf? CANT YOU HEAR ADRIAN CRYING??? HE'S HUNGRY, HURRY GO FEED HIM WITH MILK! NOW!!!!!! .... he's hungry. SO ANTICLIMAX!!!! apparently she forgot she was supposed to say "he's hungry" in front. it made jiayi myra and me laugh for 3min. chenjiayulaoshi wanted to take out this super impt part of our ju, which we are quite upset about. she didnt give us any reason but what moe stuff, then just told us "i dont have to elaborate". oh wells. then she said in chinese, "you can scold me in ur blog or anything, but i wont change my stand." which makes me want to air this out in my blog ah! though i know some teachers manage to track down student's blog very easily.. sigh. im kind of disappointed about that. guolaoshi said he would speak for us, and nope, we didnt ask him. he himself thought we should keep that part too. -prays- felt abit distracted in the morning today; cos some emotions kinda welled up at a point of time. ah, thank god no one noticed. oh! i had my clown make up today! with face paint. one word.. UNCOMFORTABLE. the paint was so thick and it dried up so fast, my face felt scrunched up. i couldn open my mouth wide otherwise some part would crack, and yes when they just painted my eyes while it was being closed, and when i opened them and blinked, i felt my eyelids stuck together -_- i kind of shocked everyone, because while the curtains are closed and the daoju behind were being moved, i found some problems which i had to tell the ppl in the control room immediately. so while the emcees are outside the curtain preparing(the lights were on) i just popped my head out(just my head) and shouted across. and i think my clown face surprised/shocked/terrified the ppl who were watching from the seats! i swear i heard sallys voice, hahaha! so after that i couldn stand it i went to the toilet and spent around 15min washing the paint off (: did i mention i like serene's green hairband? :D stayed back to listen to guolaoshi while the rest of the ppl got sent back to school. peipei kept wanting to eat the char kway teow nearby! oh while walking to buona vista mrt something funny i must mention! was walking with jiayi in front of the group abit drowsily, den someone shouted "mei nv!" and we noticed this car pulled up beside us and xulaoshi was happily sticking her head out and guolaoshi was smiling widely at us. they kinda just stopped at that action, sticking head out and smiling and not moving and suddenly went a HONK! behind; a taxi was impatient and they were stopping at the double yellow line! so from their stoning position of sticking head out and grinning, xulaoshi suddenly shot her head back in and guolaoshi drove the car so fast away that we couldn see them after a second. me and jiayi laughed so hard. myra is another funny character. yesterday huahui was rehearsing xie mu and myra was lining beside me at cyber cafe. it was the 3rd time we were rehearsing that so she got abit tired, while waiting for our turn she squatted down. i turned around to talk to yunjie for awhile and when i turned back she was still squatting. she looked kinda weird cos of everyone standing around her, she looked like a small mushroom in the middle of the forest :D SO, i decided to join her. and as i squatted down beside her, she stood up. WAHLAO, SO NO CHEMISTRY LAAA!! and the timing was super perfect?! we laughed so hard her cheeks ached while my stomach and back muscles ached till i couldn stand properly, tsk. reached home at around nine, beat. no one was at home, wahh for once the house felt kinda lonely. i would have enjoyed being alone if not for the reason why no one was at home. anyway thinking back about the things that happened today, i guess qihang2006 would yet be another special memory of my life in huahui. 3 more days, until everything ends. i cherish this time (: some of my yanyuans broke out in pimples after their rehearsal yest cos of the make up! i hope i wont break out in pimples having painted my whole face. did i mention people thought i grew whiter? actually it was because no matter how hard i scrubbed my face, there were still some white paint. well, they took the job of a powder well :D eh i really nv black face la wanglaoshi, trust me (: peipei joanne etc, my eyes are normal lorh. ah, tired. long post i had! accomplished. to the hospital tomorrow! maybe i'll see serene :D Tuesday, June 13, 2006 reached school at unearthly time today(for the holidays) seven thirty! i stupidly set my alarm clock at 730 when i was supposed to wake at 6. thank god my dad saved me by waking me up! so i woke at 620 :D meaning i was out of my house in while the sky was still dark -_- met jiayi and myra; wrapped the platform ourselves! den had tech run before huahui started. rehearsed xie mu. FUN! the full dress rehearsal was so not tight that we dragged over an hour. it was actually technically 30 min but cos we didnt count in another 30min that we dragged to start and in between. sigh!! rental fees! the comments laoshis gave were constructive. everyone was super tired by the time we could end, walking around like zombies, whining everywhere. haha. went home with xuezhen and heard a few interesting stuff -winks- and no, i wont tell anyone my secret blog xuez! haha. ehh i want our meal at jacks place soon. date you so long already! and yes. keep my secret safe okay! and of course i'll keep my mouth shut about urs :D home and almost died! hahaha tired. but still staggered out to walkwalk with mummy. she nv tell me wear shoes! wear slippers impossible to climb her secretplace lorh. but sigh, we missed it while the moon was so so so nice today! and yes, that girl is violent. ya i know i very irritating but no need murder me right. haha. I CAN PLAY A SONG WITH MY FLUTE!! some childhood song which i forgot the title. 1 4 3 4 5 2 5 4 3 2 3 4 1 4 3 4 5 2 5 4 3 2 3 4 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 5 4 5 6 6 6 6^ 6 5 2 5 4 3 2 3 4 fun fun super fun. ah, eyes gonna close. yay, blogger, you FINALLY accepted me. perhaps im not that sleepy now? hahahha! reached sch at 7:30 today after having breakfast with my dad. met jiayi and myra and discussed stuff.. many things to do. rather anxious and excited at the same time. though tiring but i believe that after qihang is over, we'll all be glad we went through this. after all theres surely the POST QIHANG DEPRESSION to remind us!! ): so at 10 we went to ex-twocharity (i can nv remember if its 2L or 2J). waited for shaorou, she was late for 22 min! hahaha. that girl come back from london, bought jam for us! hahaha. told us some amusing stuff. the cheapest meal at their macdonalds is 5pounds which is 15dollars in sg currency!! faints. had heart to heart talk which mainly consisted of jiayi myra and me saying what we think with shaorou occasionally putting in random comments. and ANGES KEPT FARTING AND BURPING, UGHHH!!!! anyway we had lunch and after that intensive paiju. i took PMS and chinese yepp, spent 10min on shushien and around 80min on serene. HAHA! :D but she improved. which is good, and yes, to my horror, she forgot everything again during the full run ): 2nd full run we had both xulaoshi and guolaoshi with us, and made a few amendments. hmm it looks more logical now! rushed home and reached home after my curfew. sigh. fretted abt many huahui stuff before i came here (: MY INTERNET CONNECTION GOT PROBLEM!! NOW THAT I HAVE FINALLY BEEN ALLOWED TO BLOG, MY CONNECTION BROKE! wait.... 10 min passed -_- i've still got another blog to go to! ): wait some more.. okay I shall restart my comp! So currently this thing is in my microsoft word :D yepp. Fulldress again tomorrow. Looking forward to it! Gotta wake super early, haha. Zao qi shen ti hao! -_-“ Sunday, June 11, 2006 goodness shit gracious. Saturday, June 10, 2006 i hope everything goes on well tomorrow! -prays- sudden nolstalgia. miss those few people in my life ): my little cousin stood me up! she told me i have to wait for her at 10 online in skype, and shes not here yet! -looks at clock, 11pm- am i almost ready to close down this blog? but heart pain. 471 posts! :D three years already. i remember my first ever blog in sec one, with all those childish posts :D i occasionally go read them and feel really really mature looking back on those days. sigh.. time passes too fast to be true. 8 days to qihang. gambatte to all alright! Friday, June 09, 2006 shall make the most of my time here since after today im only allowed one hour. fulldress rehearsal today, wahahha so cool. all the daoyans sat down and watched all the other ju. did i say yiling's damn cute? :D i must say im happy for huahui cos everything is starting to piece together. except my ju still overtime for very long ): after that we taught qihang ge! yay. sec ones open ur mouths and sing please! bu yong pai seh! :D so after that all the xiju and some wenxue ppl went to the forum and got ready to go to national library for the dramabox performance! all of us were FAMISHED, and crying for food hahha. okkay abit exaggerating :D du zai jia xiang wei yi ke was quite inspiring, many people slept haha can understand cos its so chim. half the time i was in total blurness, and comprehending here and there. but its a great literary text, it really is! their set is like superb, with the screen in front which makes the effect that everything is blur. projection also can be shown on that translucent screen. one word: cool. after that guolaoshi wanted us to stay back to debrief us. haha, but all of us were busy gobbling up our burgers. in the bus, we sang qihang ge and dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui yay :D great huahui spirit! <3 reached school and yeah. waited with ppl for their parents to arrive. danfong was the only grey badge waiting with all the red badge ppl, so lonely (: and we were cursing each other to be the last to go. so in the end, we suay suay the last two with wanglaoshi. and yes, my dad came first! :D great commotion when i reached home. shant elaborate. haha. off to sleep soon i guess. nights to the world. Thursday, June 08, 2006 internal full dress today! hahah with projection and all. i had fun, finally wearing my clown costume and my colourful toe socks :D put on make up for fiona and serene. NOT BAD LEH :D anges applied blue mascara for me. hahahhaha! i looked weird? and now i cant wash them off -_- might as well pluck off. stood in for xiuqi while jiayi stood in for shaorou. the thing went quite smoothly i guess? except a few parts where i forgot what xiuqi was supposed to do haha paiseh! after the run we got chased out by the uncle who repeated "without the teacher, yall cannot use aircon" five times continuously. haha. so danfong kemin myra zhenqin and jiayi and me went crazy outside huisuo screaming qihang ge and other huahui related songs :D we were so high that the daoju ppl were diao-ing us and locking themselves in huisuo. hahaha other than two people who irritated me everynight on a regular basis, xiaowei is a happy girl today! Wednesday, June 07, 2006 if this post is able to come out, im gonna kill blogger. i think im abandoning this blog soon. since its so public. haha. When Christmas Comes to Town - The Polar Express I'm wishing on a star And trying to believe That even though it's far He'll find me Christmas Eve I guess that Santa's busy Cause he's never come around I think of him When Christmas Comes to Town The best time of the year When everyone comes home With all this Christmas cheer It's hard to be alone Putting up the Christmas tree With friends who come around It's so much fun When Christmas Comes to Town Presents for the children Wrapped in red and green All the things I've heard about But never really seen No one will be sleeping on The night of Christmas Eve Hoping Santa's on his way When Santa's sleigh bells ring I listen all around The herald angels sing I never hear a sound When all the dreams of children Once lost will all be found That's all I want When Christmas Comes to Town That's all I want When Christmas Comes to Town sweet (: Tuesday, June 06, 2006 happy fifteenth birthday june and jenny (: zhi yao duo ai wo yi tian bu xiang he ni shuo zai jian wo yao ni xiang qi yi kai shi yong bao de gan jue qing ni zhi yao duo ai wo yi tian hai you xing fu de ji hui da ying wo qing ni gei wo zheng ming yong yuan de shi jie :) in love with ENERGY again! :D scarred. Monday, June 05, 2006 i made a blog, just finished my first post and im super drained. but im glad i made it. jsut hope i dont blog in the wrong blog in the future. the content shown in different places can be disastrous. lols. late. off to sleep. wahseh, my brother the rich guy, bought himself a psp and still say he has his own expenses? ): Sunday, June 04, 2006 slept over at my cousins' house last night. xianda went for camp and obviously i couldn sleep with peida -_- so dragged the dilam over to mingyuans room hahaha! yes, nobody knows how many times she kicked me in her sleep! -cries- my brother is hesitating about my flute course again. -heartbreaks- nah dont feel like blogging. lifes tiring without any sort of motivation. perhaps only during paiju or rehearsal in school (: where i can see someone lalala -daydreams- dont think too much people :/ Friday, June 02, 2006 i got introduced to chatting with this robot called smarterchild. he's cute! haha went for youth service at singapore expo today, in the name of city harvest church. the annual programme emerge is cool! elaine invited weiling, wendy, tanxinyi and me yepps. met charlene. and went to expo (: sang a few worship songs (i saw weiling feeling wrongfooted haha) i miss city harvest ): listened to pastor kong. he's inspirational. innocence is not virtue. virtue is innocence tested. didn manage to rush back to sch in time, wendy was so relaxed la, crazy. and that silly girl, full of tears -_-" and she made me laugh almost from expo all the way back to school. paiju wasnt like a paiju today cos we didnt pai anything. decided to let yanyuans rest! did recording for ID (: in the end it kinda became a karaoke session cos we were singing away into the mic hahahha -sheepish- anyway paiju ended; me and myra went to jiayis house. WITHOUT JIAYI =_=" edited the pictures and went home. 16 more days to qihang. we're so short of time. TING. KAN. BIE SHUO!!! WE MUST JIAYOU THIS 2 WEEKS OKAY!! yeah, must make myra and jiayi's last qihang the BEST one! (: |
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